Genesis

After weeks of delay, after days of nagging myself, after hours of figuring out what to write, I am finally starting my first blog. Most people blog to teach others about subjects they presumably know as if they were recognized experts. Others blog to flaunt their pretentious lives. then, there are others who are truly good in writing and inspire people as they have done me.

I write this blog not to teach people. I am not that knowledgeable. I don’t even know what to blog about next or what to wear today. I didn’t do this to flaunt about myself because there is nothing to flaunt about. I lead a very dull and pathetic life just like all the losers with a big bold “L” stamped to their foreheads. Sad, but true. And no, it is not option #3. As you can see, I suck at writing and am incapable of inspiring people.

I made this blog for me. I need an outlet to vent my feelings because some things are better written than said. I want to keep an outline of my life, however boring it may be. It may be flawed but it is mine. It’s the most precious thing that I have. It is through it’s imperfections that life deviates from monotony. I also want to discover a new side of me or to have a deeper understanding of who I am. Because in writing, you tend to view things differently. You constantly try to break things apart to get the minute details and try to put them back together so you can view it as a whole and hopefully grasp the meaning of it. That would be my goal; to discover my true self, one that is not influenced and controlled by others. My SELF that is not molded by some social strata. One that is simply.. Me.

And yeah, I'm doing this for the money too. hehe.

So.. any comments? Suggestions? Hatemail? Too serious? Too pretentious? Too crappy? Too blah?